CharlesIII

I'm looking for help online so hope I find some decent helpful people here.

I love my girlfriend and can't imagine life without her, the problem is that for some time we have clashed over everything and had a hard time. She is a very strong person and my heart is weak in comparison, I get hurt very easily and she uses this to her advantage, shows no emotion at the time which I can't cope with.
I can't quite look at her with the same adoration anymore and now something else has happened and I am a wreck thinking about what is right and what I should do.