Life sux

i'm still crying
though you can't see my tears
i'm still hiding
trying not to show my fears
i'm still lonely
and i know you don't care
but i can't live life
alone, in hopeless despair
you'll never see
or comprehend in the least
why it is or what it is
that makes me diseased
i'm like rotting gangrenous flesh
i wish i'd decay quicker
my intellect is fresh
but my mind is getting sicker
i'm not like you
or anyone for that matter
i'm living in solitude
and i can't get any sadder
i'm unconscious during daylight
then i wake up and cry
take a trip, go skiing
hit a rock and get high

12:57 AM - 8/29/2005 - post comment